Dia mengembalikan aku ke jalan yg benar di sisi ALLAH S.W.T

Hari ini dia mengajar aku lagi, siang tadi aku bersalah padanya akan perihal yg berlaku lama dulu. Dimana aku tidak jujur padanya, bagai nak runtuh rasa nya jiwa. Baru kini ku sedar aku tidak bisa berdiri, dan nafasku kan terhenti jika dia tiada disisi. Kini aku lebih menghargai nya.
Setelah selesai solat isyak td, seperti biasa kami akan berjumpa di "YM".
Dan kali ini dia memberi aku doa ini agar perancangan kami di berkati allah s.w.t. Insyaallah..

Post script by Ekyn Nora .:::. Bace ni stiap kalis selesai solat


Ya Allah,
Jika dia adalah jodohku,
Baik untukku,
Duniaku dan akhiratku,
Maka satukanlah kami dengan ikatan pernikahan,
Tetapi Ya Allah,
Jika dia bukan jodohku,
Tidak baik untukku,
Duniaku dan akhiratku,
Maka pisahkanlah kami,
Tetapi hubungkanlah kami dengan persaudaraan islam...

Amin...

*Amalkan selalu.
Niatkan siapa yg dimaksudkan.
Mudah-mudahan Allah pertemukan jodoh dgn pilihan hati.
InsyaAllah...
Janji Allah itu pasti..
WAllahualam

Tuhan menemukan jodoh yang mengajar kita erti sebuah kehidupan

Alhamdulillah, setelah apa yang berlaku dalam setiap perhubungan yang telah aku lalui, dia lah yang terakhir bagi diri ku. Mungkin perubahan yang dilakukan amat drastik tapi inilah yang dikatakan "seruan". Seruan tuhan agar kami berubah ke jalan yang benar. Aku amat menyayangi nya lebih dari sebelumnya. Dia mengajar aku erti kesabaran, erti kesetiaan, erti sebuah percintaan. Benar aku kata kan yang aku tidak percaya akan kewujudan cinta, yang ada hanya lah sayang, tapi kini, setelah aku jatuh terus tunduk menyembah bumi baru aku tahu yang kita ini teramat lah kecil kejadian nya. Langit dan bumi yang kita sangka kan besar itu rupanya amat kecil. Alhamdulillah, kali ini aku benar benar mahukan sebuah perubahan dan aku juga bersyukur kerana tuhan telah membuka pintu hatinya untuk berubah, berubah ke jalan yang benar di sisi ALLAH S.W.T.

Doakan kami agar perancangan kami brjalan dengan lancar. Setelah apa yang menimpa kami, kami telah memutus kan untuk mendirikan rumah tangga. Insyaallah....Alhamdulillah...

o º ° ˚ ˚ ° º oohh rambut!!!

hair is an important asset for me. Today I made history in the universe, i'm cutting my hair like underdog, and the place will be Mamak's shop!after eight years I never get myself there, I was desperate and had to!I love the most is my hair back, because i love her so much, so then i just cut my hair. 
Arrgghhh it's worst doe!! worst giller!!! should i botakkan je rambut nih??..... YES I WILL ~!!! no matter what, im will do it!!

da macam aaarrgghhh!!!

UNihell

I dont have time to update this blog.
I am not a writer, may be hard to talk about all the behaviors that I do. Back on the row which is draw in a line.. So, what I thought at the moment is the exchange institution. Should I change? 
I began to feel bored with all that has been neglected, I found.... Doubts began to think of all the relationships that were there, or maybe just that I feel so.
I knew that I might not be the same as before. Like it or not, this is personal for me and I will never be the same again. To give myself the opportunity to continue my education there until December, I may be justified.
Had seen several of them stick to the so-called "BFF till the end"...not for me... I fixed that I will be starring in my own story that no one knows why. To them, enjoy a smile that is not true ..

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there's two side of my hand, right for the heart and left for the head. For you i'll give both. None of your scars can make me love you less. I've no idea what I'm suppose to do and what I'm going to do. Maybe i just have to laying on my bed and think...and keep thinking what should i do.

What should i do

What are four months...
For me it was a time of up`s down`s and inbetweens.
The moments you showed me how important I was for you and how much I loved you were incredible.
The moments you demonstrated that you were superior and that I meant nothing were ......hell.
I always fought for you and made things work. Because even if it doesn`t work out it still was worth it, that`s what my father taught me. The last thing that i remember you told me you loved me and wanted to work for our relationship from any mistake that we've been trough.  but to be honest you still blaming me for what I've done before.
I am not a masochist and I know that you are a good person. The question that I keep asking myself is why you can`t show it to me. Why are you so scared of love and trust? Why can`t you try to work on your baggage that you carry around with you. Give me "a"... a trust...
I know what a wonderful, intelligent and special person I am. Why can`t you see that?
Someone once said:'I will accept you for who you are, not for how I want you to be.'
Maybe I could never accept how you were because I knew your potential. I know that this could have been a great love story.
So now that`s it`s over and I know better why is it bugging me so much. Why do I bother with the fact that I want you to show me how important I am to you because I know I am.
I really want to call, write or send smoke signals but I know that is a bad idea. I am hurt and my imagination of love has been shattered in some other way that`s why I am scared of saying something I will regret.
But at the same time you will never call me or write to me. You will ... you won`t do anything.
When we broke up I knew it was the right thing and I felt fine but now the bad feelings sneaked in.
I need to let go completely. It hurts so bad.
This is written by the Optimist for her so called Realist.
Too bad you didn`t try, you don`t know what you`re going to miss one day.
I just one to be with you and being with you just like before...  I'm still loving you...

catto...catto...

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